'ma | 
08 29th, 2007| 
I am wallowing away my remaining days here and now…
I don’t seem to have any energy left to sustain whatever enthusiasm I have left.
I don’t quite know how I am feeling — kinda feel numb at this point…
I know I should feel more excited… but my sadness seem to drown the perspective of a new job and a new place…
I really am sad to leave this place… sad to leave the people I have grown to love and the place holds so much memory — both good and bad…
Counting the days… or the hours make me want to stop and change my mind…
But I know I must move on and go on to whatever and whereever life takes me…