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09 27th, 2004| 
Last Thursday I had a meeting at the Labor Department, however, I didn’t feel like attending it — so much so that when I woke up that morning, everything was really swirling around and moving about was almost next to impossible. I did not think I could drive, so I decided to call in sick. Probably “sick and tired” of everything that is happening in my office… and whatyaknow, I really had a hard time getting up… I slept the whole day, as in the whole day — did not get up for lunch and was in bed until the cavalry arrived around 6:30 pm. My stomach was grumbling and I visited the toilet maybe four times, and everytime I would get up, I felt my knees wobbling and my foot ached as it touched the floor.
Next day, was the same, but I felt much better, although I stayed in bed most of the day. I just went out in the afternoon to buy some stuff in the grocery store… aaaahhhhhhhhhh how I wish things could be this way, I only get up when I wanted to and sleep when I wanted to….
Gosh, I really need to change jobs now, this is not doing me any good, my mind is getting lazy as my body… Lord please????